just testing

so my partner and i finally tried something new last night. we set up a little room like how she asked months ago but i never did it til now. put some blinders on her, played a weird playlist of nursery rhymes really loud and then just...did the things. honestly it felt kinda silly at first but once we got into it, man, everything just felt so much more intense. there was this moment where she whispered she wanted to quit but i told her nope and carried on. afterwards we talked about it and while i still feel a bit weirded out by how...childish it made me act, it also gave us something new to explore together. overall pretty sure it was worth trying.