Feeling Lost in My Roleplay Dynamics

I've always been a bit of a mood switcher when it comes to DDLG dynamics. Some days, I long to be the little one, seeking comfort and guidance from my dominant partner. Other times, I crave that role reversal, feeling the need to care for and discipline someone else as their caregiver. This constant flip-flopping leaves me questioning whether I'm truly in touch with what I want or if I'm just confusing myself by playing both sides. Does anyone else experience this kind of emotional back-and-forth? Is it normal to seek such diverse roleplay experiences within the same relationship?