confession of a grownup playing pretend

so yeah i admitted to myself that im kinda into this little space thing. not like an all out thing but just for fun now and then. it started as just something cute to play with my partner but now when we do it it feels real even though its obviously not. she calls me her daddy sometimes which is weird cause im a professor in my fifties but it makes us both laugh and feel good. anyway i guess this is my confession that i enjoy pretending to be less than i am for the thrill of it.