Just Another Day At The Coffee Shop...

So today was one of those days where everything seemed to go wrong at work. I couldn't figure out why someone would want two sugars and a dash of vanilla in their mocha when they asked for it black, right? And then, just as the place started getting busy, my boss hands me a note saying there's no skim milk... What am I supposed to do with that? Offer soy instead? But she knows how much he hates soy. I mean, is this some kind of test or something? Anyway, so there I was trying to figure out what went wrong, when I get this message from her - you know, the one who's... Well, let's just say she's not exactly my age but we play a little role-play now and then. She said she couldn't come by because of traffic... Which is true enough, but it made me feel all flustered inside. I was just wondering how she would react if she saw what was happening here at the coffee shop today. And then, you know, we had this meeting last night where we talked about what happens next week when she's in town and everything... It felt really weird, kind of like a dream or something surreal. I kept thinking, 'this isn't real', but it is very real to us. We have rules and boundaries, but sometimes it feels so intense... So yeah, just another day at the coffee shop, trying to figure out how to get through without screwing up everything. But also wondering what's going on with her and me...