caregiving

i started this thing with him last semester when we were both stressed out from school work. he needed someone to take care of him and i found myself filling that role, more than i ever thought id be okay with. its like im his caregiver but hes the one in charge of everything else. sometimes it feels good to just let go and be taken care of for a change, even if its just for an hour or two. other times it makes me feel so small, like i shouldnt be doing this at all. we dont talk about feelings much but deep down i know im not the only one struggling with it.