Trying to Figure This Out

So, I just started exploring this world of DDLG and kink stuff. It's pretty wild out there when you start digging into it all. I mean, I've always had a thing for role-play and adult fantasies but diving in has been... interesting. I'm fifty-two years old, a university professor, never really thought something like this would interest me so much once I was past forty-five or so. But here we are. A friend introduced me to it last month at one of those fancy dinners that come with the territory if you're a college dean like me. Last week, for the first time ever in this new world, I let someone take care of all my needs and do exactly as they pleased during a session. It was intense but liberating too, not what I expected at all. And the physical sensations were... electrifying? No, that's not quite it. Sensational is more like it. We didn't use words like 'Master' or anything formal; just understood we'd play out scenarios where I got to be a little boy in many ways. That part was the hardest for me at first, mentally grasping what it meant and how it fit into our broader, consensual arrangement as adults who choose to explore this together. So yeah, that's pretty much all there is to report right now. Still figuring out where it goes from here, but I feel like I've found a new kind of freedom in embracing these roles without judgment or preconceived notions about what someone at my age should be doing sexually. Gonna keep exploring and learning.