getting my comeuppance

so i been feeling really down lately cuz its just one of those weeks at work where everything goes wrong. but today was a bit better cuz we got a new temp, lily, and she seems kinda nervous but also excited to be there. anyway, i decided to try something different for fun and started acting like her boss in a mommy kind of way, making her do little tasks with playful commands. it felt good just to tell her what to do and see the look on her face when she realized we were playing that role. things got more intense than expected and before long i had her sitting in my lap as if she was a child needing some discipline. we did our best not to let anyone else notice but once work ended, we went into my office and continued with the play. it was wild cuz at one point i actually spanked her lightly for being late on a project deadline. yea i know that sounds harsh but in the heat of the moment it just felt right. lily responded by calling me mommy like she really believed it all. after work we both agreed to keep this little game going and see where it leads us. im excited but also nervous about how things will go from here. its so different than what i usually do, feels kinda naughty. writing this down is helping though.