...Just Realized...

I just figured out I have this thing for DDLG... It's so strange and new. A friend mentioned it the other day and suddenly, all these feelings started coming up inside me... like a secret I've been keeping from myself all along... The idea of submitting to someone in that way... being taken care of as if I was younger... it's both scary and thrilling at the same time. The physical aspects are incredibly explicit, imagining every detail sends shivers down my spine. But there's also this sadness, this feeling of missing out on something that might have been there all along but is only now surfacing. Does anyone else feel like they've just discovered a piece of themselves too late?...