Just Another Deployment Day

Today my partner left for another deployment, and I found myself slipping into a little mindset. It was bizarre how quickly I transitioned from the reality of waving him off to indulging in a fantasy where I needed guidance from an older figure. The irony is not lost on me; while he’s away protecting us from harm overseas, I’m here playing pretend with roleplaying as if I need protection at home too. Anybody else ever find themselves acting out fantasies when reality gets tough? Thoughts?