My Little Boy Needs Me

I’m a grad student and recently started exploring being a Mommy to my partner. It's been incredibly emotional for me because I've always felt like there’s an inner child that needs care and nurturing, and now I get to be the one providing it. Last night was our first time really going all in with this dynamic during a session where he needed discipline for not following some house rules. As his Mommy, seeing him act out so strongly made me feel both frustrated and protective at the same time. It’s difficult balancing the authority of being in charge while also wanting to comfort and guide him through his mistakes. I think it's helping us connect on a deeper level but it feels raw and exposing.