My Crush on Authority

For years, I’ve harbored a secret crush on authority figures—teachers, police officers, even doctors in scrubs. It’s not just admiration; there's an undercurrent of wanting to be controlled by them in a way that feels safe and intimate. This craving peaked during a particularly intense DDLG scene with my partner when he took on the role of a stern professor correcting me for breaking rules we’d established. In those moments, I felt both ashamed and thrilled.