Secret Craving

I'm thirty-five now and just recently realized I have this strange kink. It started last month when a friend mentioned age play. I felt a weird pull, something deep inside me that's been dormant for years. Played with an older woman online, let her call me baby and little one. Feels... wrong to admit it, but also so right. Scared of what others might think if they knew. Shame washes over me every time I even consider it.