found my thing finally

so this is kinda long but its like i jus found out i have a secret fetish or somethin. me and my girl been together 4 years, solid relationship, always thought we were compatible in every way, until recently when she went away for work. idk if it was just being alone for so long or what but i started daydreaming about her being strict with me, kinda like a parent figure giving out rules n stuff. weird right? anyway i finally worked up the courage 2 tell her and shes into it too!!! we did this roleplay last night, her as my teacher and me a student who disobeyed. it was crazy how much i loved having to kneel at her feet and accept punishment in front of everyone at dinner. she tied me up too, with that silky ribbon from her hair and i let out these embarrassing moans when shes pinching my thigh or whatever. i felt so bad but also good all at once, which is weird cus usually im more into control n stuff. this feels like a big deal though so yeah thats it basically, just kinda excited to be figuring myself out.