Hidden Truth

I've only recently admitted to myself that I have a secret kink involving being in a DDLG dynamic. It feels so shameful, like it's something wrong or perverted when really, it's just another way for adults to explore intimacy and power dynamics consensually. Tonight, I indulged in an online roleplay where my partner took on the parental authority figure, and despite how naughty and out-of-character this seems, it was incredibly arousing. I felt like a submissive child being disciplined by a stern parent, but it's all pretend. It's just... it feels wrong to even think about these things. How do others deal with such hidden desires?