A Dark Secret Revealed

I've always prided myself on being in control, but lately I've been drawn to this dark kink. It started a few weeks ago when I found some DDLG content online. The idea of being punished and treated like a naughty boy really turned me on. Last night, I experimented alone for the first time. I dressed up as if I were a young man again, and used a belt to simulate discipline. It was exhilarating yet terrifying at the same time. I'm ashamed that this is my secret pleasure, but it feels liberating to finally admit it.