Lonely Shifts and Secret Fantasies

I work at this one store where every day feels the same. The shift drags on forever, customers come in with their problems, but I just try to keep my head down and finish early. But sometimes...sometimes late at night, when no one's around, my mind wanders into places it shouldn't. I picture someone coming through those doors, not as a customer, but as this dominant figure who takes charge of me. It would be so relieving to just let go for once, give up control and have someone else decide everything. There's this fantasy where they'd make me stay late and do all sorts of tasks, some mundane, some really...intimate. They'd keep me busy and focused on them alone, no distractions from the outside world. I wish it wasn't just a dream, you know? Sometimes when I'm touching myself at night, I imagine someone walking in and catching me red-handed, like my biggest secret is about to be outed. It's exhilarating and terrifying at the same time, but mostly it just makes me feel so damn lonely.