...Hidden Desires...

I've only just admitted to myself that I'm drawn to DDLG play... something so out of character for a middle-aged academic like me. Last weekend, after months of internal struggle, I met an older mentor at a conference bar... he was everything I admired professionally and personally. We exchanged numbers discreetly, then late that night, over the phone... it escalated quickly... I found myself begging him to play the daddy role... guiding me, punishing me... it was both terrifying and exhilarating... when we finally hung up, I felt so exposed... a part of me wanted to never speak of this again... another part craved more...