when i slip up

i was feeling so stressed out at work and my husband tried to comfort me but i snapped. i dont know why but suddenly i wanted him to punish me, like when we play little kid stuff together. it was weird but intense. i asked if he could be strict with me for a bit and actually made him ground me, which felt so embarrassing yet naughty at the same time. we havent done that in forever but i needed it somehow. im not sure how he felt about it after but it helped me cope. sometimes when adulting feels overwhelming, childish play seems like just what the doctor ordered. weird right? i hate feeling out of control like this.