Analyzing My DDLG Dynamics

I've been exploring Dominant/submissive dynamics with my partner for several months now. It's an interesting psychological exercise in understanding control and autonomy, but recently I found myself leaning into the Caregiver/Little dynamic... It started when I was feeling particularly stressed about school. My partner suggested we try something different to help me relax. I became her little girl for a while, relying on her completely for comfort and direction... It felt oddly liberating to let go of all responsibilities and just be taken care of... But there's also this analytical side that wonders why it feels so cathartic. Is it the release from decision-making? The emotional support? Or something else entirely? It complicates things but also enriches them... I wonder how long this phase will last before we explore something new together...