figuring it out

so i met this guy on a dating app and we started talking and stuff but i could tell right away he was into ddldl things. like he wanted to be the daddy or something. at first i thought it was weird because i had never done anything like that before but the more we talked, the more i liked him and his energy. one day he asked if we could try some stuff out over video chat and i was nervous but excited too. so we did and yeah, it was intense. not gonna lie, i got a kick out of being in charge and giving him what he wanted, even if it felt kinda weird at first. now we've been doing this for months and i feel like i'm still figuring myself out as daddy and understanding why i dig it so much. sometimes its hard to explain to others but with him, it just works. the trust between us is strong even though we only met online. i guess im trying to figure out if this is something i want to continue exploring or not.