little artist's secret world

i paint all sortsa stuff but my real passion is when i get to be this little artist in a big artists studio kinda space. it starts with the setup, putting out all these toys and crayons like a kiddo would do, then i'm wearing some cute dresses and playing dressup while drawing. it's silly but it lets me tap into my imagination more freely and makes the art just come alive on the canvas. ofc everything is totally consensual and between us as adults, but it feels so different from regular grown-up stuff. people might not get it but it's a huge part of who i am and what i create.