A Little Rebellion

I finally told my Master that I've been into DDLG for years now. It was a big deal to admit it to myself. Last night, I broke one of his rules just because I could. He told me not to have any chocolate after dinner, but I sneaked a piece when he wasn't looking. It felt so naughty and wrong, like I was slipping back into old habits without even trying. When I admitted my mistake to him later, it was hard hearing the disappointment in his voice. Even though we talked about it, part of me still feels bad for not being stronger. Sometimes I just want to be a little girl again, even if only for a moment.