little secret

i mean i know this sounds silly but i was like totally caught off guard last week at work when my boss gave me a to-do list. i had all these important things i needed to do for the end of the month report and everything seemed fine until he added one more task that kinda threw me for a loop. it was something small, just clean out the supply closet which isn't a big deal but like...i didn’t want to do it right then. i felt this weird knot in my stomach because deep down, i kind of wanted him to make me do it. silly huh? so instead of following through and doing what i knew was expected of me, i skipped that task and waited until the end of the day when everyone left to just wing it real quick before heading out too. didn’t want to get in trouble but also...i kinda enjoyed having that one thing hanging over my head like a little punishment or something. i mean i know i should feel bad about it, and i do, but honestly, it felt kind of naughty and exciting at the same time.