In the Library...

Sitting here in the law library...trying to focus on case studies but my mind wanders back to last night's session with Jack. We met at this spot weeks ago, just friends then, now something more...kinky and intense. He's older, knows so much more than I do...and tonight he really showed me what he meant by 'submission.' It was scary and thrilling all at once. Now here I am, supposed to be studying, but feeling like a puzzle with missing pieces. What does this mean? Where is it going? Am I ready for this...or should I run away screaming? The ellipses aren't just punctuation in my thoughts today.