Lost in Code and Lust

I'm a software engineer who usually finds comfort in logic and code. Last night, I was coding until late when my subtextual desires for DDLG crept up unexpectedly. I ended up roleplaying an intense scene with a friend online, feeling like a stranger in my own skin, craving guidance more than ever before. Does anyone else find their programming skills intertwined with unexpected kinks? Need some advice on managing this.