A Secret I Keep Hidden

I've been married to my military husband for five years now, but there's something I've never told him. A few months ago, after he left on another deployment, I started talking to a younger Dom online. He's in his twenties and I'm thirty-five, yet when we met up, it felt like the most natural thing in the world. We agreed that all this was consensual role-play; he acted as my Daddy and I allowed myself to pretend I was a little girl again. The first time, we just talked for hours about everything from childish fears to schoolyard games, but eventually, he convinced me it was okay to let go completely and submit to him. That's when the physical side came in. It was intense, filled with spanking and bondage that left marks, followed by tender lovemaking that made me feel cherished and protected, exactly like a little girl should. I know it sounds absurd, but after everything, I felt incredibly safe and understood, something I've missed since our hectic military life began.