Just Another Artistic Kink?

I'm an artist in my late twenties who's always been a bit kinky but never really explored it deeply. Lately, I've found myself getting turned on by the idea of being scolded and disciplined during artistic sessions, like when someone tells me my work isn't good enough or criticizes it harshly. It’s strange because it turns out to be an aphrodisiac for me. Am I the only one who finds this kinda weird but oddly compelling? Is this normal, or am I just a strange case?