Just Figuring It Out

I started this a week ago, just to explore my own headspace. It's confusing and scary, but also exciting. I'm into little space, but don't know how far to take it with my dom. We're both 18+, and he likes to discipline me when I mess up at work. One day, he made me clean the whole store on my hands and knees. It felt humiliating yet thrilling. I cried, but also got hard. He's so strict, and I'm not used to it. But something about it turns me on. I don't know what to do or say next, but I need to figure this out.