Admitting Something Dark

I've only recently come to terms with this kink of mine, and I feel so ashamed admitting it. Lately, I've found myself drawn to roleplaying as a submissive in age-play scenarios, something about being treated like an obedient child turns me on in ways I didn't think possible. It's terrifying how much I crave the strict discipline, the sense of helplessness, and the way he can make me feel so small but also so cherished when he takes care of me afterward. We've only done it a few times, but each session leaves me wanting more, exploring deeper into fantasies that push my limits.