just figuring this stuff out

okay so yeah i’m like totally new to this kink scene and honestly it’s confusing the hell out of me but also kinda fun. i mean, being spanked for doing something wrong is embarrassing as heck but there’s a part of me that gets off on it too. i’ve had these feelings since forever but never really acted on them until now. my partner, let’s call them riley, has this thing where they like to play the dominant and act all parental over me even though we’re both in our twenties. so there’s this weird dynamic going on and one night it got super intense - i mean seriously graphic stuff with spanking, talking dirty about making mistakes and needing to be punished for being a naughty person. honestly feels kinda silly but also really exciting and i’m still trying to figure out why the hell that is.