new me

just split up with my girl and trying to figure out where i stand. been daddy for a while now but dont know if i can go back to regular dating stuff, its all about the dynamic and power play for me now. kinda miss her though, we had some great times together in the bedroom. thinking of maybe looking for someone new to guide? or just keep exploring on my own till im ready again. feel lost rn but hoping time will sort things out.