new found secret

i got divorced last month and been feeling lost ever since. recently realized i've had this thing for age play and dom/sub stuff but never explored it. the other day, met someone online who gets it and we set up a session. felt weird at first but as soon as he called me 'little miss' and started talking all bossy, something clicked inside me. it was... nice to let go and just be obedient for once. still processing everything, though.