just figuring this out lol

ok so im like super into this ddlg thing and i joined cuz its been a thing for me but yeah not sure how to write it all down honestly. we started last week, my mentor is way older than me which feels weird but also really good at the same time. he’s kinda strict but its fine b/c hes actually super nice about it. like yesterday after this big test i did ok on and i was stressing, he made me do some of that role play stuff and it helped a lot. i feel so young when im with him though which is weird, but in my head, it feels right for now. like just learning to be more myself instead of the grad student persona i have all day every day. i dont know how this all works out yet but its kinda cool that i can talk about this stuff here.