My Boss's Secret Orders

I work at a retail store, and I've always admired my boss, let's call him Jack. He's in his early forties and has this authoritative presence that makes everyone listen to him. One day, while we were closing the shop after a long day, he pulls me aside and tells me he needs to discuss something important. My heart starts racing as he hands me a small notepad with some handwritten instructions on it. It's all about how I should act at work, things like being more obedient, cleaning up right away without needing to be asked, and always following his lead when customers are around. The note is very detailed and even includes some private actions for after hours when the shop closes early. The whole thing felt so intimate, yet professional at the same time. Since then, I've been playing along with it because every order he gives me makes my blood boil in a way that's hard to explain, it's like a part of me is craving this kind of direction. But now I'm worried if there's something wrong with enjoying these kinds of interactions so much. Is it normal for someone who looks up to their boss to get turned on by following orders? Or should I just leave my fantasies at home and keep work strictly professional? What do you think?