just something i've always done

i started getting into this kinda thing when i was younger, like my thirties. had a boyfriend back then who got off on playing daddy to me and it just felt so good to let go of all the stress and responsibility for once. felt like everything was okay as long as he took care of things and told me what to do. we were really into the whole roleplay thing, from little clothes to punishments for being bad and not cleaning my room. it was great fun, but after a while i started wanting more control too. sometimes i wanted to be in charge, make him come home from work and put on his pjs so he could play mommy or sister instead of the other way round. it felt wild, kinda naughty, but always safe with him. now im 52 and have been married for almost 10 years to a guy who knows about my kink, understands i need this sometimes but hes not into it himself. its fine tho cuz we work it out. he trusts me when i go away on weekend trips to meet up with other people and lets me live my fantasies as long as everyone stays safe and consensual. i still love being little from time to time but also really enjoy taking care of others, making them feel protected and loved like a mommy would do. its all just a big happy family between us grown ups who understand the joy this brings us.