Struggling with a New Path

I'm Ms. Johnson, and I've recently discovered DDLG relationships after years of teaching high school. It's a mix of excitement and confusion for me. Last night, with my partner, we explored an age-play scenario that felt incredibly intimate but also made me question if it was right. He took on the role of a strict parent-figure while I indulged in being his obedient child, a dynamic so foreign to my usual teaching life. I found myself craving this kind of emotional and physical closeness more than anything else before, yet it leaves me feeling both exhilarated and guilty. Am I just overthinking everything? Is there something wrong with finding comfort in these unconventional roles?