A Secret Shame Unveiled

I recently realized I have a peculiar fascination that I can barely bring myself to admit. It started when I was experimenting with age-play scenarios during kink events, but only now do I see it as something deeper within me. The thought of being submissive in an adult role-play scenario where the power dynamics are clearly defined gives me an odd sense of comfort and excitement, though this realization fills me with guilt and fear. Is it common for someone to feel this way? How do others deal with such feelings without feeling so isolated?