Just Admitted My Secret Kink

I'm Alex, a personal trainer who just realized I have this deep kink for Daddy Dom. It feels so wrong and right at the same time. The thought of submitting to someone's authority in that way, letting go completely and trusting them... it’s exhilarating but scary too. My friends would be shocked if they knew. How do you cope with admitting something like this about yourself? Are there any communities out there for guys like me who are just figuring this out?