Alone At Night

I'm this guy who works the night shift and has been feeling really lost lately. Tonight, after hours of empty silence in the warehouse, I found myself driving to a remote park near town where no one would find me. There was this older woman I met online, she's in her early forties, but acts like someone much younger when we're together. She knows all my darkest fantasies and tonight, under the moonlight, I let her tie me up and spank me as if I were a naughty boy who needed discipline. The pain mixed with pleasure was intense, more intimate than anything else ever has been for me, but also left me feeling even more alone when it ended.