Mommy's Secret Discipline Night

I'm forty-three and I've been with my lover for eight years. We started out as friends, but he had always been so respectful of me, never hitting on me or anything like that. Then one day we were talking about our fantasies, and he mentioned a kink for a strict Mommy figure who could control him in the bedroom. I was surprised by this because I've always been very maternal towards him, guiding him through life decisions and being there for his emotional support. But when we acted it out, it felt natural. Tonight, as he pleaded for forgiveness after a bad day at work that made him lash out, I felt something shift inside me. It was exhilarating to take control like that, but also heartbreaking because deep down, I know this isn't just about fun and games. I'm not sure what it means for us, but for now, it's our secret escape from the pressures of everyday life.