cornered and spanked

so i started this thing with my partner recently we decided to explore a more disciplinary side of things but im pretty new at it so its all still a bit confusing. the other day we had an argument or rather i was being super stubborn and childish about something small, idk what. anyways she said since im acting like a brat ill have to do corner time and get spanked. i was feeling really embarrassed and kinda defiant but also a little turned on which is weird right? so i went into the corner for 15 mins trying not to move or talk at all. it felt pretty awkward just standing there and when she came back with that wooden paddle i got nervous. we decided on 5 hits which didnt hurt too much but it wasnt fun either lol. afterwards idk how to describe it honestly, sort of like a weird mix of shame and relief? it definitely made me think twice about acting up again though and now im curious if i want to try this more or just stick with regular vanilla stuff.