just realized this about myself

so i just figured out that i really dig ddlg stuff and its kinda blowing my mind honestly. i mean i was always into being treated like a kid sometimes but never thought it could be something so intense or meaningful. been exploring some of the dynamics with a partner online, and it's crazy how connected we feel when they're in charge and i'm just following orders. feels really freeing to let go of all the adult stuff for a bit and just enjoy being told what to do. proud of myself for admitting this and trying something new.