finally admitting it to myself
Anonymous Sparkly Pixie #969 · General Confessions
so i kinda figured out a thing about myself recently that ive been struggling with. i mean its not like im into illegal stuff or anything, but i just cant shake this feeling whenever im around someone who acts younger than me, even if its just their personality and theyre totally an adult. like, i was at this bar and there was this guy, hes in his early twenties, he was with a bunch of other folks but he kept staring at me like he couldnt look away from me. and it got to the point where im thinking okay maybe its mutual because hes acting all shy and playful, you know? so i went over to talk to him and we ended up having this conversation that felt really intimate and special between us. turns out hes into age play too, but not super openly or anything, just like a way of expressing himself without being serious about it. after a few drinks he kinda asked me if id ever thought about roleplaying as an older figure in his life...i mean i was completely shocked by the question and didnt know how to respond at first but something inside me clicked and said yes. we ended up going back to my place, he dressed up like hes younger and i just took care of him, kind of like a fatherly protector type role but also a mentor and teacher...it was so hot and intense, and id never felt this way before in all the years im dating and being sexually active. now im sitting here trying to figure out if its normal or weird that this turns me on so much. i mean hes not even close to my real son, but i feel like he could be my kid in terms of his demeanor and how open he is with emotions and needs. we did it again a couple weeks back and while im still getting used to the idea, its becoming more common. do people think this is weird? ive talked to friends about similar stuff before, but none of them had an age play angle like i do now. idk if im the asshole for being into this or not.