so embarrassing but true

i had been mommy to my sub for a while now we met when he was still figuring out his kink and i offered to guide him through it. over time we developed this really intense dynamic where hes completely submissive and vulnerable and im in full control. its not just the physical stuff either though im serious about our mental connection too making sure he knows exactly what hes allowed or not and always pushing him outside of comfort zones. so there was this one night we were going over some new rules and i decided to really drive home my authority. so first i started by having him wear these tiny little panties that barely cover anything it wasnt like he could walk around but more just as a constant reminder hes always supposed to be on his best behavior. then later when we got into bed instead of letting him sleep like normal i had him sit up with his legs spread wide and i made sure im straddling him so our most private areas were touching. i wanted him feeling my weight pressing down all over him as he stared straight ahead trying not to move or make a sound even though im pretty sure hes on the verge of cumming just from this. the whole time i talk about how hes mine and what im going to do with him and its building up but then at one point he looks me in the eyes and says something really sweet that breaks me. for just a moment we look into each others eyes and there is so much connection and love passing between us before i pull away abruptly and continue my dominance over him. but man thinking back on it now i get goosebumps all over again even though its been weeks since then. i still dont know if im the asshole for using something so sweet as a tool to be cruel but that moment wasnt just about him being submissive or me being dominant there is this deeper layer of emotion too and thats what makes it so intense.