tiny transgression

i really dont get why i feel so bad for skipping my chores today. like it wasnt even a big deal or anything but now its this weight on me and it feels like this little kid who cant do the right thing. guess im still figuring out how to be in charge of myself, huh? maybe next time ill just tell my inner self i dont have to clean that second bedroom today, it looks fine as is lol. kinda funny how a little thing can feel so heavy though.