just realizing

i was sitting at my desk coding late last night and all of a sudden this idea came to me outta nowhere. i thought about the concept of being in charge but not just boss or leader type stuff, more like parent and child kind of dynamics. it kinda freaked me out actually, cuz never really crossed my mind before. started thinking how weird it is but also how...intriguing? i mean sure its a bit crazy and taboo but if two adults agree to something then who am i to judge right? not saying im going there or anything, just curious thoughts in my head late at night. kinda feel like im just starting down this path of figuring out what all this means for me. still dont really know how to process it tbh.