caregiving gone wild

i was really into taking care of this person they needed a lot of help with some personal stuff i guess u could say emotional and physical it got intense like serious roleplay kinda thing we did all sorts of adult stuff but i felt so in charge like a nurse or doctor being totally responsible for them it freaked me out sometimes but also turned me on big time i dont know how to explain it its just weird that im into this kind of care-taking role with someone