Just Figured Out I Like This Weird Kink

So, I finally admitted to myself that I'm into DDLG. It's kind of hilarious because it's like when you realize your favorite band writes weird lyrics in other languages too - unexpected and suddenly everywhere once you start noticing it. I’ve been dating this older woman for a couple months now, and we’re both really into role-playing different dynamics to keep things spicy. Last night she played the disciplinarian mom while I was her naughty little boy, and... well, let's just say I ended up wearing one of my old baby T-shirts as a makeshift diaper because I got so excited. It’s not like I’m some kind of stalker or anything, I respect boundaries fully, but it does seem to make for pretty amazing sex when we’re both in the right headspace. Admitting this out loud feels weird, but also kinda awesome, like finally finding your people at a fandom convention. Guess it’s good to know what turns me on without feeling ashamed about it.