Lost Innocence

I've always felt like an outsider, even with my partner. We started exploring kink a few years back to bridge that gap between us. One night, feeling particularly isolated and vulnerable, I let him take the reins in a way that went beyond our usual boundaries. It was supposed to be empowering, but instead, it left me more lost than ever. The vulnerability felt too much like exposure, and though he tried his best, I couldn't shake the loneliness after.