my daddy side...

so i work at this coffee place and sometimes when a customer is like really sweet and asks me for help or something, it makes me feel this weird power trip kinda thing. i mean i am the barista right? but then there’s this one girl who comes in every week, she's always so polite and asks me to recommend things and calls me sir... which feels funny cus im not really old enough to be a real daddy or anything. it’s just like she acts like shes my little and i kinda go along with it in my head because honestly it’s cool when she puts her hand on my arm while talking, the way she looks up at me. but then later i feel bad cuz i dont wanna think of myself as a daddy, im not really old enough or anything... also last week we were alone and she had to wait for her coffee and she leaned against the counter close to me and it was this thing where my heart started racing and i could smell her perfume and i almost touched her hair. but then i stopped because i thought if i did that, i would like cross some kind of line in my head, you know? im not even sure what im saying or why, its just these feelings ive been having lately thats kinda getting to me and i dont wanna get myself into trouble